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WARNING! I speak the truth…
I’ve been called a big mouth (not to my face) by so called family members in the past, to me, this just highlights the fact that they just do not know me … I titled it “warning” I speak the truth as a bit of a joke. Its actually a bit of a shame sometimes […]
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Sensitivity – both a good thing and a bad thing
I guess I knew from an early age that I was different. Everyone else around me when I was young seemed to not care as much as I did. The fact is, I care too much… I understood life and it’s meaning from an early age. Not because I had been taught about it, or […]
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OCD & Me
OCD – Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. The back ground tune of my life, the hidden force that has had me on my knees at time trying to control. I will share with you my experience, and how I believe their is a link to autism. I believe that for me OCD was always with me. I […]
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I get knocked down, but I get up again …
Personality or condition? What is it that has built my resilience and determination to keep going on no matter what … My life has been far from easy. I know many of us get dealt things that we feel we can not handle but somehow manage to make it through and life then settles again. […]
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Leave me alone anxiety!
As I sit and write here today – Sunday 9th Jan 2022, I am currently experiencing the effects of a severe anxiety attack that occurred this week. If you are following my blogs you will have gathered by now that I am autistic and have autism’s subtype friend PDA which is Pathological Demand Avoidance. Autistics […]
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Four decades of masking
I only received my diagnosis of Autism and its subtype PDA back in November 2021. And since then I have not really had time to sit and think about it, maybe that is for the best, as I am now trying to embrace the “real” me, but as I have been living with my old […]
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Want to work, but can’t …
I am a very hard working person. I will keep going with the determination of a Honey Badger (but with fear) until I get what I want making me reach my goals and have a great work ethic, however, I am unable to work for anyone … I really struggled at school. I can remember […]